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Name: xPoison
Location: Muscatine, Iowa, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: I like all sorts of things. Musically, everything. I listen to HIM, Green Day, Marilyn Manson, NIN, Godsmack, Shinedown, Nirvana, REM, Slipknot, Jason Mraz, Criss Angel's stuff, The 69 Eyes, The Rasmus, The Sex Pistols, The Ramones, Anti-Flag, Bloodhound Gang, DVDA, Fredryk Phox and the IFOS, The Network, Pinhead Gunpowder, and shitloads more. I like spinning flag and writing songs and poems. I love The Crow, Rocky Horror, CRISS ANGEL, liquid eyeliner, and Ken Jennings. I love Trey Parker and Matt Stone...I want to make love to them. As well as Ville Valo. Can't forget him. yum.
Expertise: We are so young.
Our lives have just begun.
But already we're considering,
Escape from this world.
And we've waited for so long,
For this moment to come.
We're so anxious to be together,
Together in death.
Won't you die tonight for love.
Baby join me in death.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: mystik_spiral05@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/29/2004
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| I'm so sober enough to type my username and password. On not my computer no less. This compy doesnt have a S button. And it's driving me insane. Maybe I'll post more. I dont know yet. I think I might have fucked things up with arlo. I dont know that either. But it's not fair if he;s gonna get pissed if i get drunk....cuz its so gonna happen. But i dont wanna quit drinking for arlo...but i dont wanna lose arlo...so i might have to make a compromise. I have no fucking clue. 1 week left of this class and then I'm off to nebraska for 2 weeks. Yay? I dont know. All i know is yay apple tini. Umms..I really want to make a sentimental note. So, yeah, take it for true feelings, because I swear it is.
I miss everyone at home...alot. It was just incredibly hard for me to make the adjustment from college life back to essentially high school life. I dont know how to deal with it, pretty much. But to make it completely sure....I fucking miss you all. I miss road pirates. I miss impromptu parties at matt's house. I miss random trips to north park. I miss box motherfucker. I miss being a part of random webcam shows. I miss just chilling and talking about random stupid shit. I wish I could be like that here. But I can't. No one else is like that. So, I miss every fucking thing about my life in muscatine and everything in it. I wish it could be like that again.
But for now...I'm going to be social and watch drunker people play super smash brothers. The S button is driving me insane. You never notice how much a certain letter is used until your attention is drawn to it everytime the button is hit.
Oh, and I wrote a fucking bomb ass story for my class and I might post it. I love it. I cant really tell you what it is about as both of my feet are asleep and my attention is drawn to that. So, it may be posted. I hope.
*Jizzy
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| Yeah, I kinda forgot about this place. I will probably start updating more when I get back to school cuz I rely on this place to hear about the ongoings of M-Town and all of you lovely people, so its only courtesy to tell about my ongoings in MV-Town.
Focus:
I have been smoke free for 30 hours and 33 minutes...roughly. I'll keep you all posted on how that goes.
But damn it, 30 hours without a ciggy is such a drastic change from one ciggy every hourish. | | |
| I have come to the conclusion that my name sucks. Alot. Of nuts. And I need a new one. Jason called me Sessie the other day at work, and I think i'm going with that. I likes it much. So much better than Jessica. Especially Jessica Smith. The blandest name ever. Sessie Smith sounds like lovins. | | |
| I'm in Mt. Vernon for a couple of days,
And I'm massively full of giddy.
Sorry about the constant workingness. I still need to learn to balance that and Arlo and you all. I hate stretching myself so thin, and how I feel when I don't do so. Ummm so. I don't know, I got nothin.
Let me know when plans happen. I would love to hang out with you guys, if I'm not working.
Other than that, money sucks. And I'm hungry. I'm gonna go steal some of Arlo's ramen.
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| Apologies in advance....and at present I suppose.
I am slowly slipping into antisocial apathy.
So I am sorry if I'm not around or dont call much or answer the phone often.
I'm working all the bloody time and kinda slowly slipping into the bad moods i used to get all the time and so its hard to have a desire to do anything besides for work.
So, again, I'm sorry for the slowly backing away from everyoneness. It's not intentional. | | |
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